Annually The Kids Will Slumber

It has been a long time since I joined any Royal Rangers activity. Relieving childhood moments? This time, I went for the RK slumber night. It was fun, with all noisy, innocent-funny 12 kids, hilarious, joke-cracking commanders and also helpful adults and helpers.

I did activities I never did for a loooong time. Like kite flying! Imagine yourself teaching the kids how to fly a kite without knowing how... :/

The kids and us were barbecued under the super panas sun because it was 11+ in the morning. The wind didn't wanna play with us much. So it's more of a running activity than a kite flying one. Haha. We went back to the apartment, the kids played some games and soon the time came when the kids smiled, shouted, screamed and talked excitedly for they were getting ready for a SWIM!

Instead, we went to the beach first to play hantu galah, pass the water balloon and uh... hittheblindfoldedpersonandtrynottogetcaught game. Boy, they had fun hitting their commanders! I went swimming with them too. With long pants... The last time I went swimming was 3 years ago. Why? Because I didn't wanna wear shorts. My eczema scars can be seen so clearly on my skin. It was a hard time moving in that attire-couldn't move fast enough when we played monkey ball. But I enjoyedlah. Thank God nobody asked me to get out.

I even learnt how to bake chocolate muffins! Ivy taught the kids how. They were VERY sweet!
And there was good food too! We ate spaghetti for lunch, steamboat for dinner, Big Apple donuts for supper and nasi lemak for breakfast.

After dinner, Joa Wee lead them in praise and worship with me doing the actions I still remember from my kiddy days. Com Steven shared in his "service"(he calls it) of 15 kids. Man...every sentence he said, made the whole room filled with laughter. Love hearing during their sharing and devotion time. Makes me feel like a kid again.

RR is in support of Earth hour too. Stefanie the smarty played the electric game with them during the 1 hour darkness. The objective is to use other senses to win the game.
And finally we managed to put them to sleep after they've consumed so much sugar. We oldies slept early too around 1 or 2 am.
I can tell that the kids enjoyed themselves by the way some of the girls came telling me about the fun times they had throughout the event with sparkling eyes and excited tones in their voices. They asked me whether will I be coming again to join them next year. Definitely, if I'm invited of course. It was such a blessing to be able to join Rangers again!

Don't know

Why does it seem like there is no future for me? I don't know what else to do. Want to do ECE in Methodist College, but the place is not safe and there's no affordable place to stay.

Went to check out Institute CECE 3 days later. Found a room for rent and had paid deposit to the landlady, bought a bed, and Charlene had agreed to do this course together. But in the end, Charlene back out and went to KL with her brother, finding other courses without telling me. Found out later that the area has lots of snatch thieves too.

Yesterday checked out SEGI college for that course but argh! Fee is expensive and to continue degree, it has to be in Australia.

Applied for teacher's training last saturday. Heard the interview is hard since teacher's pay is now high.

What can I do now? I don't know what else to do...

KL in 2 weeks!

Sorry for the past scary blog posts. =)

Today I went up KL with my family and Charlene to check out Methodist College. Both Charlene and I are going to do the same course! That'll be fun-la haha. It's Early Childhood Education. 2 1/2 years only.
And guess what? We're going on the 30th. So fast! But we have problems on lodging. Haih...

I guess I'll be coming back every week for Easter dance practices. Plegh...don't like traveling.

The Reason

Why I don't want to tell anyone my results until after a month or two? Cause most people will ask each other what that person got without asking that person face-to-face himself! Especially just after results are out.

So... don't ask bout it now alright? Don't ask my family members. Whoever wants to know, ask me face-to-face. Then I will know who knows and who doesn't. It's like a mental record. I DON"T WANT ANYONE to tell others without my permission. And you who already know without me telling.... you don't have my permission to tell others!

Escaped

Yay I tak layak go NS!!! Hahaha. Went for check-up this morning. Pricked my finger for the first time for blood test. Hye... goodbye resort-looking NS kem... Goodbye fun activities...
Now, I can go for RR slumber night and continue working on the easter drama/dance. Yeah!

An hour before I go

Yesterday night, I went out for dinner with Esper, Kenneth and Job at Asian Havana. Came back at 10 and went to sleep at 11.30.(kinda earlier than other nights)

I was about to sleep when an sms came in. *Groans* It was 11:52. Replied, and went back to sleep. Another message came in at 12:31am. And followed by 3 other messages. 12:36, 12:38 and 12:46. Ahh!!! So I couldn't sleep till 1.20 in the morning. All of those messages were asking how am I? Whether I could sleep or not? Am I worried? Or giving me encouragements.

Well, I'm not at all worried, stress, anxious or anything to do with negative feelings. The more sooner the results are coming out, the more relaxed I get. It's all God's grace. Thanks you all for praying and encouraging me. I trust God to be my joy, my strength, and my comforter.

And my friends and I are going out lepak in the afternoon!!! But still, don't ask for my results. :)
I'm going to school soon...with Jesus....to meet all my friends, laugh, be happy for them or comfort them.

On results day..

Dont' ask me for my results k? K? K??? I won't let you know too until um... maybe bout 1 or 2 month's time when everybody don't feel like asking anymore. HAHAHA. Ok, I'm serious. Don't ask me what I got. I'll....i'll ignore you.