NS!!!

NS oh NS i hate you...

My camp site is in Johor!! Pth Padang Hijau in Kluang. Does Pth stands for Patah? Break the green field!!

I'm going on the 20th of March. Oh that means results are coming out before the 20th. Gosh... :(

Wink @ U!

14th Feb-Just another day

I now realize my grandpa's death anniversary is on the 14th of February. Grandma was buried on this day too beside him. I visited my dear brother, John's grave as well after such a long time.

After lunch with relatives and others at a restaurant, I went straight to church for youth Valentine's Day.... and bathed. Oh the cool refreshing shower after such a super panas day.
Next, have a last dance practice before the event starts.

About the dance: We had 28 days to prepare and only had 6-7 practices!! Gosh. I'm proud of my dancers who dance well despite the lack of time we had and who were willing to sacrifice their time and effort to come for practices.

The Dance Team

When I got home, Anna the big sis told me the news concerning Tabitha.
Anna: You know about Tabitha?
Me: Yes. How you know?
Anna: Mummy told me. How you know?
Me: Mummy told me she got attacked by a virus and is in coma now..
Anna: Huh? She passed away ady.
Me: HAARRR???!!

You know, Anna likes to ask the "You know about..." question. Anna woke me up with a call at 9:12am (the morning my grandma passed away) and asked the same thing! And of course, I thought she was talking about popo having a heart attack and was hospitalized as that was the latest news I got. Yiissh..

Grandma:
I lived with her for 17 years+. When I was young, she's the one who looked after me and cook good food. Her bihun is the best! She loves feeding cats, dogs, and birds with the rice she cooks. She'll get up at 5am just to cook for them! She's the only family member I spoke mandarin to but since her hearing became poor as she got older and didn't want to use her hearing aid at home, I used sign language instead. Her voice is the loudest at home. Everyday she'll say "Ah-liuli, lou sang de for sit tiaoooo!!" which means "Ah-euni off the upstairs lights!!" to save electricity even though someone is using the room. Oh popo now you do not need to worry anything as you are now dancing joyfully in heaven. How odd, I miss your constant reminders.

Tabitha:
I remember her as the cute, chubby short girl. We had milk bottle races together with a few others when we were young. She was my partner at the front row, both of us wearing an embarassing sheep costume for a Christmas Joy parade when we were 6. She's one joyful friend but we parted when we were about 10.

Valentine's Day is just another day....

I Carry Your Heart With Me

I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart)
I am never without it
(anywhere i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
I fear no fate
(for you are my fate,my sweet)
I want no world
(for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart
(i carry it in my heart)

Exams and the future.

MUAHAHAHA. MUAHAHAHAHA!!! Now my church buddies are in form 5 and are already flargh-ing and SPM!!-ing though they have about 11 months more to study. I will pray for all of you like you had prayed for me. :)

Please don't ask me what are my plans after form 5. Many kept bombarding me with the same question. Do they really want to know or are just finding some topic to talk about? Some asked me "How many A's you think you can get?" Well, I don't want to think about my results for now. To me, asking someone about his/her exam results and the plans for the future is not a good way to start a conversation. Do you agree or is it just me?
I'm going to do Form 6 if you are really curious and I'm thinking of being a teacher but am still not sure about it.

Congratulations to Joellene Sim who scored straight A's for her PMR!

To my bestest friend

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Thank you Jesus for
your faithfulness
-you are always here by my side though I may not please you.
-you are healing me a little by little each day.
-you always listen to my prayers, complains, and my life stories.
-taking good care of me, keeping me in your big strong arms of safety.

your forgiveness
-oh how much I have hurt you by my ways and thinking but you still love me and said that you have forgotten what I did when I asked for your forgiveness every time.

providing
-you have provided me with a great, caring family and super sweet friends.
-and my needs and wants too!

your love!
-your support and care through hard times.
-your loving assurance that you will be with me all the time and your hands will be over my future.

your guidance
-I do not know what I want to do later on, but I believe you are guiding me.

your joy, peace and a sound-mind
-for these are my strength and my comfort.

you willingness to die on a cross for my sins and others.
-so we can have eternal life when we choose to believe in you.

THANK YOU GOD FOR GIVING US YOUR PRECIOUS SON! (THE GIFT OF CHRISTMAS)
I love you. I love you. I love you. I love yooouu!!
Happy Birthday! May your people worship you always and forever.

SPM aftermath part 1

SPM has ended wohoo!! Yeah well, it's only now that I have the time to blog about EVERYTHING. I didn't scream my lungs out or jump like crazy like I'd expected 2 weeks before the exam starts.

Thank you dear friends, mom, dad and sis for your support and prayers during the stressful SPM period. At that night, some of us had an ikan bakar party at our class monitor, Rachel's place. Yess she belanja-ed us some of the food! How nice of her.
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I had a sleepover at Daniel's place with 4 of my other close church buddies after Cafe Night.

Oh bout Cafe Night, it was awesome! There were even waiters and waitresses, jazz music, nice table cloths with candles on each table to put us into the mood. The creatively-named food and drinks was super delicious too! Thanks to all the hard work the committee and helpers have put in. God bless each of you!

Back to the sleepover-I didn't expect them to celebrate my birthday because Sir Daniel Chia had pretended he had forgotten my birthday. I didn't fall for it at first but at last he got me into his trap. And I said "Sepak kang!" --to just give him a hint. Sorry Dan!

Ashley(Daniel's younger sister) is a very smart girl-la. She's able to get me distracted by getting me to write on her wall(part of her wall is for writing) while the others work on their genius surprise plan to surprise me downstairs. On the way down the stairs, I was monologue-ing "Wah they off the light so can watch movie like in the cinemas." Then I heard the very common song sang in birthdays! My mouth opened, my hands came over my mouth unnoticingly and my legs couldn't walk down the stairs anymore and so, I sat down. Only Cathy saw my shocked expression and laughed because she was at the stairs.

The yummy poppy seed cake Cathy baked. The drugs! The drugs!! Look at Cathy's evil smile and her hand on me saying "Eat...eat..."

Me, praying /wishing. I was going to say it out loud but they stopped me. Why can't I say it out loud? What harm will it bring??

Doing the ceremonial birthday cake cutting.

Left it to the guys to cut the rest of the cake since girls always do the cutting. Oh and Ashley joined us too.

Daniel's turn. Erm he cut really carefully it into bite-size pieces as you can see.

Yeah! Us enjoying our very early breakfast.

The heart shaped piece i cut out! ^_^

Jo emo.

After the surprise, we watched Hancock and half of Dark Knight with junk food and apple juice accompanying us . I was so bored and started taking pictures of them to amuse myself.

Jo, the nutcracker expert. Why are you cracking nuts above me??

The 2 girls on my left: One was so engrossed watching Dark Knight and another was yawning awaaay.

It was about 4 something by then when all of us were dead bored of hearing batman's "heroic" voice. We decided to walk around in Daniel's neighbourhood garden. Talking bout morning exercise!There, sneaking out quietly.

Us snatching the lamppost from each other.

Johannan and Daniel on some modern springy see-saw.

It has been such a long time since we've been to the playground. The 1st time going to the playground together.(See those wet footprints on the cement? We girls went out barefooted but the guys wore slippers.)
Them on the way back all in smiles and NOT sleepy anymore!

So we came back and washed our black-feet. Jo took a picture of Daniel's sparkling clean toilet bowl. Gosh.

What's a sleepover without pillow fights ay? Plus the many big and fluffy pillows Dan has. We ended up burying Jo with all of them.

Are you still alive? Heh. Heh.

It was jo who threw all the pillows, freeing himself and went up first saying "I wanna sleep d la yioo...cannot tahan." And so we decided to sleep at about 5. It was amazing that no one slept during church service the next morning as we woke up at 8:30A.M.. Thanks to the speaker who once in a while asked us to stand up and greet others or asked us to say something to the person next to us. :-D